Best way to go about it is in a darkened room. Train yourself to breathe in through your nose slowly, then breathe out through you mouth in twice the time it took to take in the breath. Such as, do an inhalation count of 10 in, then a count of 20 out. Some will say to hold your breath for a count of around four, but I have not found it to really be necessary. But use it if it helps you. Do this while gradually relaxing your whole body. Allow your thoughts to relax and shift. Once you are calm get rid of all thought but the thought forms you wish to focus on. I find the use of a pink thought bubble to work best. But feel free to use any color or method that works for you. Just use it to get rid of all the thought forms that you do not want or need in your meditation. Fill it with all of the thought you do not want, then I push it so far away that you can not feel it's presents around you anymore.
Once you have gotten to a perfectly relaxed and focused state you can start to tap into voices and spirits around you; even if those are just of your own mind. You should be able to communicate with them, or just focus yourself in any other thought forms and work now in your concentration for you to use with out distraction.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
History in Magickal Practice.
Magickal journeys can start at any time and in any place. Mine started when I met a natural witch when I was 19. She showed me of spells and very real occurrences though her practices in magick. Then I had a near death experience and that drew me to read The Satanic Bible.
That book changed my life. I saw the world though very different eyes where my actions meant something. Whatever I did did something in the world. Even if this world was only my world, my world was the one I'd always been in and allowed everyone else to influence it more than the actions I made. It was time to take control.
I took to rituals pretty naturally. My first rituals and spells were right out of The Satanic Bible itself, and did I ever see results. Everything I asked for came to pass. Even a very mild winter where I did not have to turn on the heat took place. I had money, happiness, and pleasures for the first time in my life. The works of Anton LeVay had their stamp and direction in my life. The only issue is that I did not heed the warning that LeVay wrote in The Satanic Rituals that black magic is like writing a check. Yes, you get just what you went to get, but you have to have to funds to cover that check. If not, you find yourself in a worse position that before the check was written. I had asked for too much, on too many occasions, not to have to pay back what I had gone to to receive. Serious issues took place and Vehkuur took to me. He was assigned to get the payments back. And he did.
From there I did some more Satanic Magic, but I found it not to work as well any more. I had been doing some reading into Konstantinos, and started to use his rituals and spells. They worked well, but as time went on I could still feel Vehkuur around me. He still affected me and controlled too great an area of my life. I needed to get rid of him and nothing I had used up till then worked.
One night I opened up a book of Aleister Crowley's magick rituals. I turned directly to The Star Ruby Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram. After I read through it a few times I preformed the ritual and found a cleansing experience I had never experienced before. Eventually I made it a nightly practice and started to become clean of the demonic powers that were around me.
I read more and more of Aleister Crowley's works and incorporated those rituals into my daily practices that extend into the practices I still take part in nightly. Now I am on to learn all that I can in Crowley's writings so that I may learn more and more to reach the level of Adeptus Exemptus and then onto Ipissimus.
I then hope to move to the works of Peter Carrol. I hope that after I reach this stage I will be ready to once again lead a following like I did during the days of my Satanic Magics.
I feel as though I have grown in my practices. Satanic Magic had its place in my upbringing. But I saw that I needed to do more that was not just self serving. I had needed to be selfish for a while, but then, after taking control of myself; I needed to once again move in another direction. I am on that path now and look forward to see what it brings to me in the future. My past is set like that of the pyramid. Now is the time to continue to build each and every layer up to the final stone.
That book changed my life. I saw the world though very different eyes where my actions meant something. Whatever I did did something in the world. Even if this world was only my world, my world was the one I'd always been in and allowed everyone else to influence it more than the actions I made. It was time to take control.
I took to rituals pretty naturally. My first rituals and spells were right out of The Satanic Bible itself, and did I ever see results. Everything I asked for came to pass. Even a very mild winter where I did not have to turn on the heat took place. I had money, happiness, and pleasures for the first time in my life. The works of Anton LeVay had their stamp and direction in my life. The only issue is that I did not heed the warning that LeVay wrote in The Satanic Rituals that black magic is like writing a check. Yes, you get just what you went to get, but you have to have to funds to cover that check. If not, you find yourself in a worse position that before the check was written. I had asked for too much, on too many occasions, not to have to pay back what I had gone to to receive. Serious issues took place and Vehkuur took to me. He was assigned to get the payments back. And he did.
From there I did some more Satanic Magic, but I found it not to work as well any more. I had been doing some reading into Konstantinos, and started to use his rituals and spells. They worked well, but as time went on I could still feel Vehkuur around me. He still affected me and controlled too great an area of my life. I needed to get rid of him and nothing I had used up till then worked.
One night I opened up a book of Aleister Crowley's magick rituals. I turned directly to The Star Ruby Banishing Ritual of the Pentagram. After I read through it a few times I preformed the ritual and found a cleansing experience I had never experienced before. Eventually I made it a nightly practice and started to become clean of the demonic powers that were around me.
I read more and more of Aleister Crowley's works and incorporated those rituals into my daily practices that extend into the practices I still take part in nightly. Now I am on to learn all that I can in Crowley's writings so that I may learn more and more to reach the level of Adeptus Exemptus and then onto Ipissimus.
I then hope to move to the works of Peter Carrol. I hope that after I reach this stage I will be ready to once again lead a following like I did during the days of my Satanic Magics.
I feel as though I have grown in my practices. Satanic Magic had its place in my upbringing. But I saw that I needed to do more that was not just self serving. I had needed to be selfish for a while, but then, after taking control of myself; I needed to once again move in another direction. I am on that path now and look forward to see what it brings to me in the future. My past is set like that of the pyramid. Now is the time to continue to build each and every layer up to the final stone.
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Demon.
If you see Vehkuur around banish him as soon as you can. Though a low order, he can cause issue with you. He is an earth element and best banished with water.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Magick Views vs. Traditional Religions
Most people will say that a belief in magick is illogical unto itself. Upon observation one might be able to see why. Just think about it for a moment. People claim to be able to do anything they want with it; they can change the world around them and themselves from within just by using/practicing it. Or so is the claim.
Many other religious beliefs will try to state that this practice cannot exist in the real for many reasons. The first are the ‘logical’ reasons of that saying certain words during certain practices will not bring what is wanted or needed to that individual. But how are their religious practices any crazier or illogical than the practice of magick?
In Christianity one believes that a man lived about 2,000 years ago and was the embodiment of God in human form on earth. Then after living a perfectly sinless life was brutally killed by his government; but that is not where the story ends. They also believe that he rose from the dead after three days in the grave. If one prays to this man all the wrongs they have ever done in their lives will be forgiven and they will pay no price for these wrongs but are now entitled to an after-life in paradise.
The Jewish faith believes that God helped Moses lead all of their people into a perfect land where they would be free from the Pharaoh who enslaved for generations. This God was said to have brought plagues and other forms of torture to the captures and lead the newly freed slaves/Jews by smoke during the day and fire from the sky by night. Then, during the journey they were given commandments of conduct on two large stones that Moses received after spending a lengthy amount of time upon a mountain.
Islam believes Mohamed was a major prophet of God and was correct in leading his people into war, killing their enemies, because God told them to do so.
Hindu beliefs are poly-theism and believe that each god physically and metaphysically helps in each and every aspect of a person’s life, such as Shiva is the god of war and protection while Ganesha is the god of peace, prosperity, and benevolence.
Buddhists believe that one keeps living lives on earth until they get it right. These lives are not always human. I could keep going into illogical beliefs and practices of different religions, but I feel this gives a good enough example of where I am going with my examples. If you would like more “illogical beliefs examples” just look to any religious book such as (but not limited to) Dianetics or the Book of Mormon. So doesn’t it seem odd now to have these religions say that magick is totally illogical and has to be nonexistent?
Also, unlike these other long retained religions; pagan beliefs did not result in wars unless they were the victims. The Celtics had all of their written traditions put into a pile and set ablaze by the Catholics when they came to Scotland/Ireland to convert them. If they did not convert they were thrown onto the burning pile to die as well.
This brings out another irrational point. Why do they claim that magick could not be real but are scared to death of it at the same time? They seem to not want to believe magick can be used for good, but fear it to the point of absurd if they believe it has been used against them. They go to the point of cursing themselves through their new absurd actions.
It could be said that these “Major religions” have fought many wars amongst themselves to prove which one is right. But the pagans do not fight physically amongst themselves when they disagree. They just choose to agree to disagree and move on with their own practices once more.
But, let us look from the other side as well. Could their fears of magick be justified? Well, if they really have been cursed their lives could spiral quickly to ruin. But one must know that no curse will take hold if the recipient is undeserving of the punishment dealt to them.
This then goes into aspects of how the magick ritual alone helps the practitioner. The release from the ritual itself is often sufficient to alleviate anger and hatred, even if nothing else happens to the individual who had the curse thrown at them.
The supreme judge is the real deciding factor, and those who claim to be doing the right things to stay in favor of their god (and are still afraid of magick) are really living in bad faith because they do not believe this god will protect them, or is really in charge of what happens to them. To persecute the practitioner of magick is seriously persecuting their own god and nullifying all the claims that they make to their god of being all-powerful.
Here is some Simpsons: Rednecks and Broomsticks
Many other religious beliefs will try to state that this practice cannot exist in the real for many reasons. The first are the ‘logical’ reasons of that saying certain words during certain practices will not bring what is wanted or needed to that individual. But how are their religious practices any crazier or illogical than the practice of magick?
In Christianity one believes that a man lived about 2,000 years ago and was the embodiment of God in human form on earth. Then after living a perfectly sinless life was brutally killed by his government; but that is not where the story ends. They also believe that he rose from the dead after three days in the grave. If one prays to this man all the wrongs they have ever done in their lives will be forgiven and they will pay no price for these wrongs but are now entitled to an after-life in paradise.
The Jewish faith believes that God helped Moses lead all of their people into a perfect land where they would be free from the Pharaoh who enslaved for generations. This God was said to have brought plagues and other forms of torture to the captures and lead the newly freed slaves/Jews by smoke during the day and fire from the sky by night. Then, during the journey they were given commandments of conduct on two large stones that Moses received after spending a lengthy amount of time upon a mountain.
Islam believes Mohamed was a major prophet of God and was correct in leading his people into war, killing their enemies, because God told them to do so.
Hindu beliefs are poly-theism and believe that each god physically and metaphysically helps in each and every aspect of a person’s life, such as Shiva is the god of war and protection while Ganesha is the god of peace, prosperity, and benevolence.
Buddhists believe that one keeps living lives on earth until they get it right. These lives are not always human. I could keep going into illogical beliefs and practices of different religions, but I feel this gives a good enough example of where I am going with my examples. If you would like more “illogical beliefs examples” just look to any religious book such as (but not limited to) Dianetics or the Book of Mormon. So doesn’t it seem odd now to have these religions say that magick is totally illogical and has to be nonexistent?
Also, unlike these other long retained religions; pagan beliefs did not result in wars unless they were the victims. The Celtics had all of their written traditions put into a pile and set ablaze by the Catholics when they came to Scotland/Ireland to convert them. If they did not convert they were thrown onto the burning pile to die as well.
This brings out another irrational point. Why do they claim that magick could not be real but are scared to death of it at the same time? They seem to not want to believe magick can be used for good, but fear it to the point of absurd if they believe it has been used against them. They go to the point of cursing themselves through their new absurd actions.
It could be said that these “Major religions” have fought many wars amongst themselves to prove which one is right. But the pagans do not fight physically amongst themselves when they disagree. They just choose to agree to disagree and move on with their own practices once more.
But, let us look from the other side as well. Could their fears of magick be justified? Well, if they really have been cursed their lives could spiral quickly to ruin. But one must know that no curse will take hold if the recipient is undeserving of the punishment dealt to them.
This then goes into aspects of how the magick ritual alone helps the practitioner. The release from the ritual itself is often sufficient to alleviate anger and hatred, even if nothing else happens to the individual who had the curse thrown at them.
The supreme judge is the real deciding factor, and those who claim to be doing the right things to stay in favor of their god (and are still afraid of magick) are really living in bad faith because they do not believe this god will protect them, or is really in charge of what happens to them. To persecute the practitioner of magick is seriously persecuting their own god and nullifying all the claims that they make to their god of being all-powerful.
Here is some Simpsons: Rednecks and Broomsticks
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