Cyclical Happenings

       Do not get pulled into reoccuring dates and feelings.  If what has been sent to you was horrid, be sure to not perpetuate the happening by adding any of your energy to it.  Once you have banished it, be rid of it.  Let the forces you have put into play remove the evil and add no energy to assist in any form of reoccurrence.
        If you keep remembering dates, holding service to them, or romantisizing them in any way, you will simply bring back that time, mistrust, betrayal, pain, torment, and torture.
         I find some psychologies and some astrological signs struggle with forgetting the most.  Those who easily let things go, and have no afterthoughts, will have the easiest times utilizing this advice and this magick.  Not getting pulled back-in is the best line you can use for ridding yourself of a past fret from torment of others.

     Live at peace and love those who love you.

Don't waste time on those who hate you, abuse you, use you, or don't care about you.

A Question of Balance

Do we all need to see the same things every day?

Are these the days we need to look for something new and different?

Are these the times of a resurrection of man? Or is it for my soul only?

These are questions I asked myself today.

I took the time to get out and just be anywhere but work yesterday.  I really love my job, but some days really grate on me worse than other days.  This last week has been that kind of week for me.

I know I strongly desire to return to school and to finish up some education loopholes.  For nothing else, I want to accomplish these things for me.  I will feel that a high IQ and a vast knowledge of too much will not go wasted if I finish up a high degree than what I already hold.


I love knowing that I held a 3.5 in college all while holding 2 jobs, being newly married, and having a band.  Now I want to put the cap stone on it.


My soul needs a challenge that customer interaction starts to take away from.  I want to break away and let my star shine.

My family needs for my star to shine.

The Leech

       There are those that will do everything in their power to drain you of all that you are.  They will take your magical energies, your happiness, your life force, and your money.

DO NOT LET THEM HAVE WHAT YOU HAVE WORKED SO HARD FOR!!

        I would love to tell you that these people are always easy to detect; but that is not always the case.  Many are very good at what they do.  They have trained themselves in the arts of deception and betrayal because it is their way of surviving.  They are no different than the blood sucking creatures that spread diseases and annoyances in nature.  But these are people, and they desire to drain you.
      A few signs are usually present.  But these are never full proof:

1. Their obsession with their constant attempt  to try  to win your favor so they can use your attention and  trust against you at a latter time.  Schopenhauer may have been correct when he said, " Don't tell your best friend what you would not tell to your worst enemy" in dealing with these loosers.  Job sites are the worst for this, especially if you have any level of authority or you're more pronounced in your craft than they.

2. You can feel what they want.  You can usually place a field around yourself, or them, so that you can keep yourself protected from these leeches.  It isn't foolproof.  It is like a condom, it is much better than going without protection, but you're still 20% at risk.  Think of it as a dust mask from when fly risks were at all time highs.

3.  These are rarely the kind with enough guts to confront you face to face, or directly confront you in anyway.  They think it makes them better people, when you ask them.  But really, they are just too scared of you, and who you are, to face you.  Body size has nothing to do with this psychology.  You'll actually find large people are the most scared of a full frontal charge against you.  Some of them will be so extreme that they will covertly use the legal system to crush you for being who you are, and being (or having) what they desire... This can be the hardest to know about till it is too late for you to do much but ride out the storm they have created.

Understandings of Biblical Teachings

       I have still yet to understand those that are pariotic and "Christians".  The name Christian breaks down to "Christ in us".  This being said, Jesus was a freeloading wonderer who was born of a royal lineage.  He was also a hippie by today's standard.  He opposed militarism and human control over the populace.  He was against violence and stood for peace, love, harmony, and freedom without oppression.
     Militaristic life is totally counter to this set of teachings.  Those with this world view believe in killing to prove a point.  Essentially, "If you don't agree with me, you will be killed".  No different than the Crusades of the 1500's.  Most modern ministers and religious leaders used to condemn this ideology.  But now it seems that the religious and wealthy have, once again, embraced this love affair with death and pillaging.
    I have never read a passage of the Bible that claimed Jesus was armed, or in any form, actually dangerous to any person physically.  The man reattached the ear of a man he knew was going to take him to be tortured and publicly executed.  He did not fight back.  He was stern with his followers who wanted, and tried, to fight back.  This seems no different than protesters and civilly minded people of today.  Are they much truer Christians than those with the gun?  Don't ask them, they will just beat you for it.
       The next time I hear a cop tell me that they are a Right leaning, Republican voting, Christian, I will ask them where Jesus packed his "heat".  I will ask them about how their violent actions align themselves with the commandments of the Bible and the people loving hippie they take the name of.  I will also ask them how they enjoy being the exact same person that nailed Jesus to a cross for public execution, psychologically.  I hope they don't tell me that we are perfectly civil because their violence and harm is outside of the public view, now.  We now put people in cages behind heavy doors before we do anything like that now...  Just as evil as the executors of Jesus, just so much more covert.
       The modern "Christian"- even more violent than their claims of any other faith.  But, they refuse to see it.  Their might makes their mindset right.  But never forget, the writers and the peaceful are the heros at the end of any armed conflict.  Just look to any historical text.  The blood thirsty are the real enemy.  Just do what Jesus would have done.  Turn the other cheek and be a peaceful lover of your fellow man while your oppressors torture and kill for their blood thirst and sadistic enjoyment.

Getting an Attacker

         One should not create or exacerbate lies about another practitioner of magick.  To do so only makes you the bigger loser when all has been balanced out.  Few of the craft see competition to be a viable out let for progress.  Games such as "Magic the Gathering" and "D&D" are not accurate portrayals of magick as it really needs to be.  Even when Aleister Crowley wrote of magician battles in Moonchild he was speaking of the work on a much grander level than bull shit status in a town no one knows outside of itself.  Only a loser who has found a magic book, has too much time on their hands, no real social interactions, and no real concept of the Karma and Dharma involved would wish to undertake such a wasteful use of greater and lesser magicks.

        The one thing I have learned (with the greatest strength) during my time of study, is that destruction only brings more destruction.  To destroy those around you with magick and falsity will only bring further destruction and woe to your own life.  This is double to 10-fold when the victim is knowledgeable of the actions taken against them and fights back.  No magician will take an assault against them with out a fight; and especially when they did no wrong to their attackers.  You wouldn't sit back and allow some one to harm, or take, your family and possessions in the physical realm with out trying to stop them, would one?  The total passivisation of the attacker is the only way to find balance and equal ion a situation of this kind.

         This route does not allow Karma to take back its hold of you.  You have done no extra harm against them.  All you have done if use your abilities and training to rise above your attacker and take the highest plane of magick  possible.  This route will cause destruction to your attacker, but it will not bring harm unto yourself.  Think of it as a court battle where those who chose punishment and restitution are all knowing, wise, and balancing forces that are not flawed human beings.  Mistakes will not be made, and the balancing of need will be taken care of.  Your life will return to normal, and you will know that your inflicter of harm is being justly punished.

Succubi II

       But, succubi also suffer.  Once it has come to light all that they do and harm they live a life of suffering and humiliation.  Their actions do not go unpunished.  In all reality they suffer 3-10 fold the harm they dealt unto others.

The "War on Terror".

       The "War on Terror" in Iraq seems to be fought like very bad police work.  It is as if a horrible crime house was in a neighborhood, (Lets say they killed several people to cover up a drug manufacturing ring; kinda fits doesn't it?)  Well, instead of going directly to the house of issue, they invade every house in the neighborhood, take prisoners, torture them for information, kill the ones they can not capture or get information from, all the while really knowing that the persons they want were on vacation and can never be found through the neighborhood!
        The families of those made into victims will be furious and take actions.  They will have good reason; and the fact that the Qu'ran directly tells its followers to take armed actions against those attacking those who can not defend themselves, only adds fuel to a fire that is already burning bright as the sun!  Will we learn before we are made to suffer for real crimes against woman, children, and innocents?  I don't want my family and those close to me harmed because of of a war of vengeance.